Thursday, October 13, 2005
Lost
It was malevolent...
It was.
I thought at first that it was simple malice. "Anonymous", typically. No email, no weblink.
And then I resolved your IP address.
Words and thoughts are flooding through my mind now... why would anyone do or say that... to a stranger? What pleasure could he or she possibly have derived from it... How could you?
The words "invade", and "intrude" are in this mess in my head somewhere. Our worlds are very nearly touching - how much further will you force the issue?
This land is mine, I'll let you in, I'll let you navigate on demand - just as long as you know this land is mine.
I... don't know what to think. Or do.
But whatever I do... I've made so many mistakes in my past and wronged so many people...
this blog may not be here tomorrow, stranger. Or it might remain, unchanged. But between now and then, know this :
I forgive you.
It was.
I thought at first that it was simple malice. "Anonymous", typically. No email, no weblink.
And then I resolved your IP address.
Words and thoughts are flooding through my mind now... why would anyone do or say that... to a stranger? What pleasure could he or she possibly have derived from it... How could you?
The words "invade", and "intrude" are in this mess in my head somewhere. Our worlds are very nearly touching - how much further will you force the issue?
This land is mine, I'll let you in, I'll let you navigate on demand - just as long as you know this land is mine.
I... don't know what to think. Or do.
But whatever I do... I've made so many mistakes in my past and wronged so many people...
this blog may not be here tomorrow, stranger. Or it might remain, unchanged. But between now and then, know this :
I forgive you.
