Friday, June 20, 2003
The realisation that I'm going home soon struck me as I stepped in the door and trod on my newly-arrived air ticket.
I'm not sure what to make of it yet. I think I'll become excited about it all, soon. At the moment, I just feel tired. Tomorrow evening, I'm going to feel even more tired after attending two parties in tandem, and then on Saturday I'll be on call. Wham, wham, bam. And somewhere in there Alice will be flying off home... bah, rats abandoning a sinking ship eh. Rant, rant, flail... I hope you enjoy your holiday Alice! And for God's sakes if you wanna go somewhere just go, just go and be happy. Screw the consequences; they don't matter as much in the long run anyhow. And don't for an instant worry about work; I'll cover, I'll work like I've never worked before, and I welcome it. Somewhere along the line, work became an escape for me, and in the absence of healthy distractions - movies, dinners, pig-outs etc, - work is the next best thing.
I'm not sure what to make of it yet. I think I'll become excited about it all, soon. At the moment, I just feel tired. Tomorrow evening, I'm going to feel even more tired after attending two parties in tandem, and then on Saturday I'll be on call. Wham, wham, bam. And somewhere in there Alice will be flying off home... bah, rats abandoning a sinking ship eh. Rant, rant, flail... I hope you enjoy your holiday Alice! And for God's sakes if you wanna go somewhere just go, just go and be happy. Screw the consequences; they don't matter as much in the long run anyhow. And don't for an instant worry about work; I'll cover, I'll work like I've never worked before, and I welcome it. Somewhere along the line, work became an escape for me, and in the absence of healthy distractions - movies, dinners, pig-outs etc, - work is the next best thing.
